restarting my fit journey. :)

I’m gonna be joining cross country at school. which means, shopping for activewear. I have not been practicing for it, so when it starts at school, I will be so overwhelmed. I can tell, that my unpreparedness is gonna make me suffer.

Then, can’t wait for spring season, because I love badminton. The only sport I am good at. ahh, oh how i love badminton. Can not wait. Just can not wait.

Well, since I’m not taking a PE class in school, I’ve decided to pick up cross country. I really do miss taking swimming at school though. Swimming kills so much calories though.

um so apparently, i’ve been buying the wrong size pants. I actually fit a size smaller. I recently discovered it, and I was so excited. I mean, I guess back then, I really did fit those jeans, but they’re kind of loose on me now. I tried on the smaller size and they fit so well. So, I guess there really has been a change.

ack, sorry, i haven’t been on here for a super long time, because i stopped blogging about weight loss.

so basically, when i got this blog, i recorded my “weight loss” for like one month. Then, I kind gradually stopped caring about weight loss. Then I joined some school teams, and stopped blogging on this blog completely. Yes, I am more fit, but yes, I weigh more. Because actually, I gained muscle and lost some weight. So, I’m more keen on getting fit now than I am on losing weight, because of how, to me, it feels kind of like I just want to be small and skinny rather than healthy and happy.

“No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they’re pretty, even if they aren’t. ”

tylerchristiann:

tylerchristiann:

http://ihopesomebodyhears.tumblr.com/post/3608951841

^^THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE JUST POSTED A SUICIDE NOTE AND SHE NEEDS SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HER TO SEE THIS ASAP^^ REBLOG THIS TO GET THE WORD OUT DOES ANYONE KNOW HER??

I’m so disappointed that nobody is reblogging this. Fail. I care about others, and regardless of what her personality is, death is not a choice.

sweetthinspiration:

Seriously, the left pyramid used to be me, every day.  I REALLY don’t miss it.

• Swimming 13 nonstop laps.
• Badminton Conditioning 1 hour.
• I can tell I’m gonna be sore tomorrow from badminton.

I guess I won’t run then.